RIP mitch lucker ♥

for those who don't know - mitch lucker was the lead singer for suicide silence
i cant
i seriously doubt that anyone reads this blog so i guess its more like my diary now
you have no idea how shocked i am, it happened yesterday and i still cant believe it
i cant even imagine how his daughter and his wife and parents and fans must feel right now
never really listened to suicide silence but theyre one of the bands that i always see on my dash and a lot of people i follow on twitter love them so yeah
it hurts
i dont know why i posted this here
yeah bye x

Marianas Trench - Cross My Heart (Covered By Drawing North)

this is literally perfect

basically new favourite band

drawing north, a pop rock band from Canberra
idk i first listened to them like two years ago but i kinda forgot about them cos i started listening to short stack  h a ha but yeah then they followed me on twitter and blah blah blah i started listening to them more blah blah then i didnt listen to them for a really long time like 5 months or something
but recently they unfollowed me on twitter so i got really upset and stuff ((they followed me again though so its ok)) and idk i kinda decided that i should check their youtube channel to listen to their new stuff or s/t
and of course
boom im obsessed now how great i swear only australians can do this to me
ive fallen in love with the bassist ((aGAIN whAT Is wRoNG WITH Me omG???"7xB!!♥☻☺)) his name is jake and he is so cute and perfect i jsut...........
wah they are so perfect it hurts oh myg od

but yeah theyre so much better than bands like all time low and stuff (im sorry for saying this but its trUE) so honestly check them out please and tnx

remember when my favourite bands were

• Short Stack
• Escape The Fate
• All Time Low
• Falling In Reverse
• Asking Alexandria
• You Me At Six
• Fall Out Boy
• Panic! At The Disco
• Mayday Parade
• My Chemical Romance
• 30 Seconds To Mars

i am laughing so much rn cos i hate falling in reverse and 30stm now, i dont even listen to escape the fate, p!atd or asking alexandria laughs hahahaha

anyways so i thought i'd just make a new list ok here it goes

my favourite bands/artists

• you me at six
• for our hero
• all time low
• we are the in crowd
• mayday parade
• paramore
• ellie goulding
• sleeping with sirens
• the cab
• we the kings
• a rocket to the moon
• my chemical romance
• fall out boy

i think theres more but yes
oh and by the way, thank you guys, 37,000 views thats so amazing i love you all lots bye x
liz

you know that song i posted yeah im sorry about that

i wrote it aaaageees ago and its so bad omfg im really sorry my new songs are better i promise...............
anyways school starts soon and i kinda want to kill myself to be honest
because:

1. homework
2. people
3. teachers
4. i have to leave the house
5. i hate all my classmates theyre assholes woo
6. i have to talk to people and answer questions
7. exams 
8. kms
9. kms
10. kms
11. kms

yeah so do u see my problem 
anyways erm so yeah also i have a lot of painting and drawing to do because art school im not getting into any details so yeah
idk theres a lot of things happening in my life and thats really awesome cos usually my life's pretty boring
i've been pretty happy lately and its kinda fake but kinda not i dont even know tbh
im still in love with max helyer
i made a new tumblr, im not gonna tell u guys cos no one reads these posts anyways
so yeah
thats pretty much it
bye sorry for not posting i think u all want me to delete this blog but iM NOT GIVING UP
p.s. did you knOW AVRIL LAVIGNE AND CHAD KROEGER ARE ENGAGED OH M Y GOD I LAUGHED FOR A REALLY LONG TIME WHEN I FOUND OUT
chad kroeger is from nickelback do you geT IT NOW
ARW Y=OU LAGUGHING OCOS I AM
AHAHAHA AHHAHA HhHAHhHAHHAHhhahHhahHAHHHAHAHhahahAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH Oh MY FgdO

a story about me and the gang + a song i wrote oooo

its about this girl im friends with she's an internet friend, we got to know each other on stardoll a bit more than a year ago
her name is alex, she was in the gang too haha the gang was me, alex, ella and lexi ive told you guys about them i think
anyways, we got into a HUGE fight a few months ago and then we didn't talk for a really long time
its a long and complicated story idk there was this hate blog that everyone ignored at the start but then something happened and ella started thinking i was the person who made the hate blog so she got really mad and i posted a topic on stardoll how im sick of the gang and how we're not even that good friends and some other pretty stupid things, lexi got really pissed off and called me an attention seeking cunt and stuff so yeah after a lot of fights and mean words lexi, ella and i weren't friends anymore and we stopped talking
i was still friends with alex and everything was kind of fine for like a month i tried not to think about ella and lexi and it was hard tbh
then i dont remember why, but ella and i started talking again
mine and alex's friendship was fucked, she had new friends and one day i guess i was in a pretty bad mood so i went on my private twitter account and wrote like a ton of stupid indirect tweets thinking alex isnt online ((she actually was)) and ella agreed with me and alex saw it and ya she called me a bitch so yep i unfollowed her and she unfollowed me and ya
this probably made no sense whatsoever but yeah this song is about alex
alex once wanted to see it so i think its safe to post it here since no one cares about this blog anymore
you guys should know that im not a good songwriter i just like doing it so \m/ and i have this problem - i never finish the song like idk i just get bored or something yes im a cunt i know
and you probably won't understand some parts but it doesn't matter cos its not for you i just want alex and lexi to see it ha

Im so smart and pretty, cant you see?
a fake bitch, not a day dream, Im real

you only live once, well I'll live twice
I'll live three times, four lives if that's what it takes
I'll show you Im the best at what I do
I get what I want and I'll get you too

what a nice year we had
365 days, we never cared what anyone says
baby, Im just good with words, but what are you good for?
a naive child, a silly teenager
youre just a stranger

I wasted my time on you, thats a year I'll never get back
you're trying so hard to look intelligent
intelligence is just an illusion, just another tweet you sent

who would've thought we'd end up like this
it wasnt even a proper kiss, who know we'd walk away so pissed
words can cut like knives

I threw my knives at you, I already know I missed

this whole song is just another thing you'll reblog
tomorrow or today
just another gif you fell in love with
a gif of a naked girl or a photo of a dick

I wish I could give you more,
I wish I could slap you, whore

you think the whole world stops when you're upset
and everyone should care when you cry in your lonely bed
and I must always help you with your silly problems
something your stupid friends said
and things you think you did

everything you start is something you can't complete
you need a reality check, mate
who are you, stop trying to be an internet sensation
because it will all end in destruction
what are you waiting for, a standing ovation?
oh, you''re so young and dumb

it's a good thing you'll only live once

what a nice year we had
365 days, we never cared what anyone says
baby, Im just good with words, but what are you good for?
a naive child, a silly teenager
youre just a stranger

this blog is 2 years old aw

look how much i've changed oh my god
just fkn omg i've changed so so much i'm not really sure if it's a good thing
idk i've always been shy and pathetic and not good enough and that will never change but hey at least i get attention because my clothes are weird (◕‿◕✿)
anyways ya theres nothing much to say tbh
i feel like shit most of the time, i thought it's over yknow that i'll feel okay again but i don't
its still there and i hate it, i hate waking up and not being able to get out of bed because i dont want to live i honestly don't know how to explain
idk i guess i could rant and stuff but its kinda weird now, i dont want to post all my problems here cos its just wrong i guess? internet's been so boring lately.. nobody cares about me on twitter and i dont even use tumblr as much as i used to, basically i have nothing to do here
why can't i be happy
i can't even talk to new people anymore because i just keep thinking about how they'll get bored of me and they'll leave me and yeah
ugh i'm really sorry guys ha i know you're here because of that hunger games post and you don't care about my problems but just do you'd know i hate the hunger games now i think it's shit hah ahhaha hahaha
anyways, goodnight, rīt Jāņi yay i guess? :) 

oh and i forgot to tell you?

about the maine
yes you should definitely go listen to them they're a great band i love them so much
my favorite songs are like we did, take me dancing, right girl(i prefer the acoustic version tbh) and girls do what they want
yes
and for our hero's new album ah i'm in love. i haven't heard all of the songs yet but the calendar song is probably my favorite song at the moment it's just so beautiful ugh
oh the reckless and the brave? sounds really good i am excited to be honest. all time low are one of my favorite bands and i'm sure that the new album will be great
i mean, sure ATL are a bit overrated but idk i like them ((i don't like alex gaskarth though, i'm sorry hustlers i really don't like him))
yess i guess that's it? :)

oh my god guys??

i completely forgot about this blog i am so so sorry!

yeah anyways today was the last day that's it no more school, summer woo and all that

but i'm not happy at all to be honest

i want to cry so much, because just everything

well idk i'm not telling you everything ofc because just no 

but i just thought i'd let you know that i feel like shit most of the time and my depression is back and literally kms

yeah bye :))) 

hey guys i have good no great news

1. leon fucking blair replied to me on twitter (i didn't even start the conversation ooooo) and he fAVORITED my tweet ah
btw leon is from for our hero, one of my favorite bands ye

2. ah i'm seeing lady gaga in august :)))) i like her music and she's fab so yeaaaah i'm happy. the tickets are pretty  expensive and my mum won't pay so i have to spend my money but it's okay it's worth it bro
i have no one to go with though waaaaaaah :( i wanted to go with janani becos we went to 30stm together and yknow she's cool i like her

in other news, i've caught the flu or whatever you call it in english i don't know i'm just a girl not a hERO OkaY
sorry anyways yeah so i feel like shit ugh ew

and yeah i've been listening to the cure for the past four hours so i'm really calm and happy
okay gotta go now love ye gays x

short stack broke up

i can honestly say that this is one of the worst days of my life...
first, i'm ill and i have a headache and it's killing me ew
second, i found out today that short stack have decided to call it a day
i was so shocked when i found out, and i still am
at first i was like no omg this must be a joke and then i listened to SOUL and looked at the short stack tag on tumblr and finally understood that it's true, short stack broke up
i still can't believe it tbh they meant so much to me i don't know what to do
i feel empty and broken and just ugh
i told my mum and she said that they've grown up, they have to move on and i guess that's true but wah it just hurts so much
the boys have changed me and ngl the first four months after i started listening to short stack were terrible. i made my life a living hell because of stack, but their music got me through it
i was a stupid emo teenager guys okay
but yeah basically they've been my favorite band for a very long time and they've really helped me
i'll miss short stack so much, but i guess it's time for them to start a new chapter
shaun's apparently going solo? and i'm sure andy and bradie won't disappear either so hey, it's not that bad??

in other news, for our hero's new album strange days comes out on april, i think? can't wait
also yeah this week was fabulous omg it was so funnn except today yeah um.. ://
bye guys see you soon xx

sigh

i am so fucking pathetic guys omg
and i'm getting new glasses tomorrow wooooo
and i love jay taplin lmao ok bye i gotta go ugh <3

I've been through so much shit ah you guys have no idea :(

bleh
yeah so the gang ""broke up""
if you follow my twitter or tumblr you should know that I used to be in this so called gang ok yeah. four girls, Banana, Lexi and Ella and I
we were really really close, like best friends and stuff
but a week ago I had a fight with Lexi so we stopped talking, she called me a fake and an annoying sket and I said that I'm prettier and better than her lmao
and then Ella and I had a fight bc she thinks I wrote a post about her on a hate blog and yeah I'm not getting into any details but she's pathetic and I hope she dies
then yeah people write bad stuff about me and idk apparently I'm the most hated tc'er idk ah it hurts
idk I seriously don't know what to do tbh because I'm not even that strong? when my best friends call me a cunt and say that my music taste is terrible and stuff i dont know its really stupid
but yeah im trying to get over it and lmao Asking Alexandria thank you ah i love AA so much aw cries

ok omg ella's being a cunt again i gotta go ily guys ♥

hey, sorry I haven't posted anything

hey guys :-)
sorry sorry sorry I haven't posted anything for weeks, I've been really busy.
reasons why I've been such a twat:
1. it's the last week before spring break and I'm fucked lmao my grades are horrible so yeah
2. I have a new obsession ok
3. tumblr and twitter

my newest obsession is For Our Hero, a band from Melbourne they're amazing and perfect and gorgeous I love them a lot ok


^^ For Our Hero my beautiful angels

they're like a rock/pop/something band yeah you should definitely check them out ok do it now

yeah.
idk what to talk about, to be honest. oh, yeah we're close to 34k views, aw that is so cool thanks guys ily
ookaaaya I'll  be back soon, I promise :)
xx Liz

Asking Alexandria Interview #2 Danny Worsnop & Ben Bruce 2012

omfg this is the best interview ever jesus christ

my favorite bandsssss

idk i think you all know that i love screamo, rock, punk pop and stuff like that yup so i decided to write down all my favorite bands

yknow, just so you would know idk

so here we go

• Short Stack
• Escape The Fate
• All Time Low
• Falling In Reverse
• Asking Alexandria
• You Me At Six
• Fall Out Boy
• Panic! At The Disco
• Mayday Parade
• My Chemical Romance
• 30 Seconds To Mars

so yeah basically if you like any of these bands then lets have sex asap okay xx

guys that's it, i know who should play Finnick ok i judtkjvjdsx

he's perfect omg aw andjjdjskfvhvgfdick cjvvf vhfh and he looks exactly like imagined Finnick. and he's a great actor. dofiujg

yes yes yes, i'm sure all THG and Mainstay Pro fans know his name. he's James Gaisford and he's perfect. yeah, i think he should play Finnick in the actual movie. 

yep. okay byee :-) xo

i'm pathetic lmao

the way i type, my style, my face, my interests.. pathetic, pathetic, pathetic.
deep sigh
i wear my gran's clothes lol, i look like a potato and i hate real life. i read a lot of books, i spend most of my time on the internet, i listen to screamo and rock music. i love Lord Of The Rings and Harry Potter. i could talk about those books for hours. sigh sigh basically i'm a bit of a nerd.
i hate people, i really do. there are like two people i know in real life, who don't annoy me.
and i hate myself. i think i'm ugly, i have no talent, my english sucks and yeah, basically i tell myself that everything i do is wrong. i am my worst enemy.

• i hate MCR fans who call themselves killjoys. i hate killjoys who ship Frerard or Waycest. i hate killjoys who make some stupid comic from MCR's music videos. i hate memes. i hate hate hate all that stuff.
• i hate people who think it's normal to hate on a celebrity. just tell Harry Styles or s/t to die just because One Direction are a pop band. because they don't write their own lyrics. because they don't play any instruments. because it's cool to be a hater. i don't like One Direction, i dont like Justin Bieber, i dont like The Wanted, JLS etc etc etc. i don't like their music so i won't waste my time hating on them.
• i hate two faced people. who doesn't though haha.

i don't get butthurt when some anon tells me i'm ugly or stupid or my music taste is shit. butthurt people amuse me.
i love getting hate. and i love trolling. i love seeing butthurt people. yep.
i've done a lot of stupid things. i don't regret anything though.
i like rock music and screamo, but i also listen to pop and RnB and jazz, just because i can. i like all kinds of music.
i support gay rights, and i think it's stupid to hate them or treat them like gods. gay rights - okay, yeah. but saying gays are better than straight people and wishing you could be gay is erm.. a bit weird?
i don't cry anymore. just sometimes.
yep, that's me. i would write more, but who actually reads my posts? lmao no one, i think. so yeah.
bye :-)

merry christmas and happy new year guys :-)

i know, i know, i'm late but meh
first post in 2012 yeeeeeeey
so what did you get for christmas? i got clothes and make up lmao yey
and i might dye my hair pink this week, but idk yet, i'm still thinking about it
idk what to say jesus christ so um yeah
bye :-)