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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Its weird isn't it? I honestly thougt I'd never say : I miss you...

To that person. I'm not saying his name but I'm sure that you all know what I'm talking about here.

As you all know I miss Victoria really really really much. But theres this other person who went to LA and I hated him really really really much. You know how people say that you never realize what you got until it's gone? Yup those people were right. I realized I miss him so much maybe even more... No I'm not saying that.
Even if it's true. I`m sorry Vic.
Grr why is everyone leaving me? My best friends??? Ok I understand Victoria, but how could he? Why did he??? And the thing that bothers me the most is that he never told me. And now I'm sooo confused... too confused. Even my mom can see that I`m not ok. I just lock myself in my room and read or paint or write my story for at least 8 hours . If someone knocks I just tell them to go to hell... I`m going crazy! Just kidding. It's just some kinda depression. I will get over it soon. Its like when my chincilla died. I was doing the same. My mom says that the only thing that kinda makes me act like a human again is my classmates. They don`t acctually do anything special or unusual theyre just being like every day. I don`t agree with my mom. I`m fine. I just want him to come back ( that won`t change anything anyways. The minute I will see him again I'll start yelling at him)

3 comments:

  1. ... ja kas te anndy...
    ja tht s weird but i knew youd stil lik me and soz 4 wht i dd. had no choice. realy soz. Tu lkm esi ar aleksu kopaa v ne? es zinu ka juus daudz stridejatis bet tu esi?
    u mis me more thn u mis vic... crazy wrld

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  2. hey its me im pissed not on u not to enyone just the world i hate it only u are the percone i trusted the most but cmon u can miss him i miss certain people hated too and summer is coming im coming and soon im nocking on ur door and ur forget everything that we been through ust talking and breathing the summer air will be in our heads
    caw il wisp im crying bcz of u right now i miss u allot and i want everithin back back
    i hate my life
    visp te daudz kas notiek wish i could tell u everything kompis man nelaus grrr
    visp es tevi saprotu un a es butu tava vieta es daritu visu ko vien var lai komunicetu ar cilveku par kuru raksti (ieskaitot mani neesam runajushas 555555555555555555555555 milioni gadu
    un tas tur saakuma bia mana viena no diesmam kuru sacereju english calass ha ha
    piedod par visu gaidi mani un ari vinu protams

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  3. Hmm viņam nebija tas jālasa.... bļāviens! Visp tu neesi bitch and yeah i want everything back 2 but u know things change omg h8 winter gribaas vasaru... iedomaajies mees tikai tagad iznesaam tavu galdu no klases puishi to sauca par ''viktorijas kapu'' :D mums visiem tevis pietruukst ( man un natai visvairaak)
    endij... izvaacies no manas dziives liec mani mieraa neesmu kopaa ar alex un tu man nepatiic ej prom ej prom ej prom

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