For Our Hero - Young Wolves Feat. Alex DeLeon

I KNOW NO ONE EVEN CARES ABOUT THIS BLOG ANYMORE BUT PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN  TO THIS SONG, CHECK OUT THE BAND THEYRE ONE OF MY FAVOURITES AND THEYRE REALLY REALLY AMAZING OK YEAH THANKS

RIP mitch lucker ♥

for those who don't know - mitch lucker was the lead singer for suicide silence
i cant
i seriously doubt that anyone reads this blog so i guess its more like my diary now
you have no idea how shocked i am, it happened yesterday and i still cant believe it
i cant even imagine how his daughter and his wife and parents and fans must feel right now
never really listened to suicide silence but theyre one of the bands that i always see on my dash and a lot of people i follow on twitter love them so yeah
it hurts
i dont know why i posted this here
yeah bye x

Marianas Trench - Cross My Heart (Covered By Drawing North)

this is literally perfect

basically new favourite band

drawing north, a pop rock band from Canberra
idk i first listened to them like two years ago but i kinda forgot about them cos i started listening to short stack  h a ha but yeah then they followed me on twitter and blah blah blah i started listening to them more blah blah then i didnt listen to them for a really long time like 5 months or something
but recently they unfollowed me on twitter so i got really upset and stuff ((they followed me again though so its ok)) and idk i kinda decided that i should check their youtube channel to listen to their new stuff or s/t
and of course
boom im obsessed now how great i swear only australians can do this to me
ive fallen in love with the bassist ((aGAIN whAT Is wRoNG WITH Me omG???"7xB!!♥☻☺)) his name is jake and he is so cute and perfect i jsut...........
wah they are so perfect it hurts oh myg od

but yeah theyre so much better than bands like all time low and stuff (im sorry for saying this but its trUE) so honestly check them out please and tnx

remember when my favourite bands were

• Short Stack
• Escape The Fate
• All Time Low
• Falling In Reverse
• Asking Alexandria
• You Me At Six
• Fall Out Boy
• Panic! At The Disco
• Mayday Parade
• My Chemical Romance
• 30 Seconds To Mars

i am laughing so much rn cos i hate falling in reverse and 30stm now, i dont even listen to escape the fate, p!atd or asking alexandria laughs hahahaha

anyways so i thought i'd just make a new list ok here it goes

my favourite bands/artists

• you me at six
• for our hero
• all time low
• we are the in crowd
• mayday parade
• paramore
• ellie goulding
• sleeping with sirens
• the cab
• we the kings
• a rocket to the moon
• my chemical romance
• fall out boy

i think theres more but yes
oh and by the way, thank you guys, 37,000 views thats so amazing i love you all lots bye x
liz

you know that song i posted yeah im sorry about that

i wrote it aaaageees ago and its so bad omfg im really sorry my new songs are better i promise...............
anyways school starts soon and i kinda want to kill myself to be honest
because:

1. homework
2. people
3. teachers
4. i have to leave the house
5. i hate all my classmates theyre assholes woo
6. i have to talk to people and answer questions
7. exams 
8. kms
9. kms
10. kms
11. kms

yeah so do u see my problem 
anyways erm so yeah also i have a lot of painting and drawing to do because art school im not getting into any details so yeah
idk theres a lot of things happening in my life and thats really awesome cos usually my life's pretty boring
i've been pretty happy lately and its kinda fake but kinda not i dont even know tbh
im still in love with max helyer
i made a new tumblr, im not gonna tell u guys cos no one reads these posts anyways
so yeah
thats pretty much it
bye sorry for not posting i think u all want me to delete this blog but iM NOT GIVING UP
p.s. did you knOW AVRIL LAVIGNE AND CHAD KROEGER ARE ENGAGED OH M Y GOD I LAUGHED FOR A REALLY LONG TIME WHEN I FOUND OUT
chad kroeger is from nickelback do you geT IT NOW
ARW Y=OU LAGUGHING OCOS I AM
AHAHAHA AHHAHA HhHAHhHAHHAHhhahHhahHAHHHAHAHhahahAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH Oh MY FgdO

a story about me and the gang + a song i wrote oooo

its about this girl im friends with she's an internet friend, we got to know each other on stardoll a bit more than a year ago
her name is alex, she was in the gang too haha the gang was me, alex, ella and lexi ive told you guys about them i think
anyways, we got into a HUGE fight a few months ago and then we didn't talk for a really long time
its a long and complicated story idk there was this hate blog that everyone ignored at the start but then something happened and ella started thinking i was the person who made the hate blog so she got really mad and i posted a topic on stardoll how im sick of the gang and how we're not even that good friends and some other pretty stupid things, lexi got really pissed off and called me an attention seeking cunt and stuff so yeah after a lot of fights and mean words lexi, ella and i weren't friends anymore and we stopped talking
i was still friends with alex and everything was kind of fine for like a month i tried not to think about ella and lexi and it was hard tbh
then i dont remember why, but ella and i started talking again
mine and alex's friendship was fucked, she had new friends and one day i guess i was in a pretty bad mood so i went on my private twitter account and wrote like a ton of stupid indirect tweets thinking alex isnt online ((she actually was)) and ella agreed with me and alex saw it and ya she called me a bitch so yep i unfollowed her and she unfollowed me and ya
this probably made no sense whatsoever but yeah this song is about alex
alex once wanted to see it so i think its safe to post it here since no one cares about this blog anymore
you guys should know that im not a good songwriter i just like doing it so \m/ and i have this problem - i never finish the song like idk i just get bored or something yes im a cunt i know
and you probably won't understand some parts but it doesn't matter cos its not for you i just want alex and lexi to see it ha

Im so smart and pretty, cant you see?
a fake bitch, not a day dream, Im real

you only live once, well I'll live twice
I'll live three times, four lives if that's what it takes
I'll show you Im the best at what I do
I get what I want and I'll get you too

what a nice year we had
365 days, we never cared what anyone says
baby, Im just good with words, but what are you good for?
a naive child, a silly teenager
youre just a stranger

I wasted my time on you, thats a year I'll never get back
you're trying so hard to look intelligent
intelligence is just an illusion, just another tweet you sent

who would've thought we'd end up like this
it wasnt even a proper kiss, who know we'd walk away so pissed
words can cut like knives

I threw my knives at you, I already know I missed

this whole song is just another thing you'll reblog
tomorrow or today
just another gif you fell in love with
a gif of a naked girl or a photo of a dick

I wish I could give you more,
I wish I could slap you, whore

you think the whole world stops when you're upset
and everyone should care when you cry in your lonely bed
and I must always help you with your silly problems
something your stupid friends said
and things you think you did

everything you start is something you can't complete
you need a reality check, mate
who are you, stop trying to be an internet sensation
because it will all end in destruction
what are you waiting for, a standing ovation?
oh, you''re so young and dumb

it's a good thing you'll only live once

what a nice year we had
365 days, we never cared what anyone says
baby, Im just good with words, but what are you good for?
a naive child, a silly teenager
youre just a stranger

this blog is 2 years old aw

look how much i've changed oh my god
just fkn omg i've changed so so much i'm not really sure if it's a good thing
idk i've always been shy and pathetic and not good enough and that will never change but hey at least i get attention because my clothes are weird (◕‿◕✿)
anyways ya theres nothing much to say tbh
i feel like shit most of the time, i thought it's over yknow that i'll feel okay again but i don't
its still there and i hate it, i hate waking up and not being able to get out of bed because i dont want to live i honestly don't know how to explain
idk i guess i could rant and stuff but its kinda weird now, i dont want to post all my problems here cos its just wrong i guess? internet's been so boring lately.. nobody cares about me on twitter and i dont even use tumblr as much as i used to, basically i have nothing to do here
why can't i be happy
i can't even talk to new people anymore because i just keep thinking about how they'll get bored of me and they'll leave me and yeah
ugh i'm really sorry guys ha i know you're here because of that hunger games post and you don't care about my problems but just do you'd know i hate the hunger games now i think it's shit hah ahhaha hahaha
anyways, goodnight, rīt Jāņi yay i guess? :)