this blog is 2 years old aw

look how much i've changed oh my god
just fkn omg i've changed so so much i'm not really sure if it's a good thing
idk i've always been shy and pathetic and not good enough and that will never change but hey at least i get attention because my clothes are weird (◕‿◕✿)
anyways ya theres nothing much to say tbh
i feel like shit most of the time, i thought it's over yknow that i'll feel okay again but i don't
its still there and i hate it, i hate waking up and not being able to get out of bed because i dont want to live i honestly don't know how to explain
idk i guess i could rant and stuff but its kinda weird now, i dont want to post all my problems here cos its just wrong i guess? internet's been so boring lately.. nobody cares about me on twitter and i dont even use tumblr as much as i used to, basically i have nothing to do here
why can't i be happy
i can't even talk to new people anymore because i just keep thinking about how they'll get bored of me and they'll leave me and yeah
ugh i'm really sorry guys ha i know you're here because of that hunger games post and you don't care about my problems but just do you'd know i hate the hunger games now i think it's shit hah ahhaha hahaha
anyways, goodnight, rīt Jāņi yay i guess? :) 

oh and i forgot to tell you?

about the maine
yes you should definitely go listen to them they're a great band i love them so much
my favorite songs are like we did, take me dancing, right girl(i prefer the acoustic version tbh) and girls do what they want
yes
and for our hero's new album ah i'm in love. i haven't heard all of the songs yet but the calendar song is probably my favorite song at the moment it's just so beautiful ugh
oh the reckless and the brave? sounds really good i am excited to be honest. all time low are one of my favorite bands and i'm sure that the new album will be great
i mean, sure ATL are a bit overrated but idk i like them ((i don't like alex gaskarth though, i'm sorry hustlers i really don't like him))
yess i guess that's it? :)

oh my god guys??

i completely forgot about this blog i am so so sorry!

yeah anyways today was the last day that's it no more school, summer woo and all that

but i'm not happy at all to be honest

i want to cry so much, because just everything

well idk i'm not telling you everything ofc because just no 

but i just thought i'd let you know that i feel like shit most of the time and my depression is back and literally kms

yeah bye :))) 

hey guys i have good no great news

1. leon fucking blair replied to me on twitter (i didn't even start the conversation ooooo) and he fAVORITED my tweet ah
btw leon is from for our hero, one of my favorite bands ye

2. ah i'm seeing lady gaga in august :)))) i like her music and she's fab so yeaaaah i'm happy. the tickets are pretty  expensive and my mum won't pay so i have to spend my money but it's okay it's worth it bro
i have no one to go with though waaaaaaah :( i wanted to go with janani becos we went to 30stm together and yknow she's cool i like her

in other news, i've caught the flu or whatever you call it in english i don't know i'm just a girl not a hERO OkaY
sorry anyways yeah so i feel like shit ugh ew

and yeah i've been listening to the cure for the past four hours so i'm really calm and happy
okay gotta go now love ye gays x

short stack broke up

i can honestly say that this is one of the worst days of my life...
first, i'm ill and i have a headache and it's killing me ew
second, i found out today that short stack have decided to call it a day
i was so shocked when i found out, and i still am
at first i was like no omg this must be a joke and then i listened to SOUL and looked at the short stack tag on tumblr and finally understood that it's true, short stack broke up
i still can't believe it tbh they meant so much to me i don't know what to do
i feel empty and broken and just ugh
i told my mum and she said that they've grown up, they have to move on and i guess that's true but wah it just hurts so much
the boys have changed me and ngl the first four months after i started listening to short stack were terrible. i made my life a living hell because of stack, but their music got me through it
i was a stupid emo teenager guys okay
but yeah basically they've been my favorite band for a very long time and they've really helped me
i'll miss short stack so much, but i guess it's time for them to start a new chapter
shaun's apparently going solo? and i'm sure andy and bradie won't disappear either so hey, it's not that bad??

in other news, for our hero's new album strange days comes out on april, i think? can't wait
also yeah this week was fabulous omg it was so funnn except today yeah um.. ://
bye guys see you soon xx

sigh

i am so fucking pathetic guys omg
and i'm getting new glasses tomorrow wooooo
and i love jay taplin lmao ok bye i gotta go ugh <3

I've been through so much shit ah you guys have no idea :(

bleh
yeah so the gang ""broke up""
if you follow my twitter or tumblr you should know that I used to be in this so called gang ok yeah. four girls, Banana, Lexi and Ella and I
we were really really close, like best friends and stuff
but a week ago I had a fight with Lexi so we stopped talking, she called me a fake and an annoying sket and I said that I'm prettier and better than her lmao
and then Ella and I had a fight bc she thinks I wrote a post about her on a hate blog and yeah I'm not getting into any details but she's pathetic and I hope she dies
then yeah people write bad stuff about me and idk apparently I'm the most hated tc'er idk ah it hurts
idk I seriously don't know what to do tbh because I'm not even that strong? when my best friends call me a cunt and say that my music taste is terrible and stuff i dont know its really stupid
but yeah im trying to get over it and lmao Asking Alexandria thank you ah i love AA so much aw cries

ok omg ella's being a cunt again i gotta go ily guys ♥

hey, sorry I haven't posted anything

hey guys :-)
sorry sorry sorry I haven't posted anything for weeks, I've been really busy.
reasons why I've been such a twat:
1. it's the last week before spring break and I'm fucked lmao my grades are horrible so yeah
2. I have a new obsession ok
3. tumblr and twitter

my newest obsession is For Our Hero, a band from Melbourne they're amazing and perfect and gorgeous I love them a lot ok


^^ For Our Hero my beautiful angels

they're like a rock/pop/something band yeah you should definitely check them out ok do it now

yeah.
idk what to talk about, to be honest. oh, yeah we're close to 34k views, aw that is so cool thanks guys ily
ookaaaya I'll  be back soon, I promise :)
xx Liz