look how much i've changed oh my god
just fkn omg i've changed so so much i'm not really sure if it's a good thing
idk i've always been shy and pathetic and not good enough and that will never change but hey at least i get attention because my clothes are weird (◕‿◕✿)
anyways ya theres nothing much to say tbh
i feel like shit most of the time, i thought it's over yknow that i'll feel okay again but i don't
its still there and i hate it, i hate waking up and not being able to get out of bed because i dont want to live i honestly don't know how to explain
idk i guess i could rant and stuff but its kinda weird now, i dont want to post all my problems here cos its just wrong i guess? internet's been so boring lately.. nobody cares about me on twitter and i dont even use tumblr as much as i used to, basically i have nothing to do here
why can't i be happy
i can't even talk to new people anymore because i just keep thinking about how they'll get bored of me and they'll leave me and yeah
ugh i'm really sorry guys ha i know you're here because of that hunger games post and you don't care about my problems but just do you'd know i hate the hunger games now i think it's shit hah ahhaha hahaha
anyways, goodnight, rīt Jāņi yay i guess? :)
