NO, DAMN, I JUST ACCIDENTALLY DELETED A post where I was having a go at my mum. Oh, well, now theres no point in writing it again. But ,thanks to my great mind, I has a idea. I wants (Ok, ok enough wrong grammar) to talk about followers. Like, in real life. You know, you and your friend are, like, obsessed with a rock band. And suddenly another person ''falls in love'' with the same band. So you start hanging out with that person. Actually, the person said that they like the band just to fit in. Samantha did that. Don't you just hate when that happens? But, I can honestly say that I used to be a follower. I told everyone I liked MCR, but really, I didn't listen to their songs. About 30STM and Short Stack. People in TC were talking a lot about them, so I decided to listen to one song, just to see if they're really that great. Yes, 30STM are. At first I hated Short Stack music, but you know things change. Other my fave bands and singers: Rihanna, Green Day, Beyonce, The Script etc. So Im NOT a follower anymore.

At school

I'm bored. And a bit scared. Cos i didn't do my russian homework. I`ll get 1. Mhm, yay.
Soo I'm really obsessed with Andy Clemmensen. Like really really obsessed.
Tomorrow`s P.E. Dammit.
But on the bright side, I don't have to go to art school. I can watch Short Stack tv and videos all day... kay, I could, but I won't.

Gotta go, baii

Sooyeh I waz watching Short Stack tv almost all day ( 'xcept when I was with Natalia&when I waz out innda garden with mum and dad). I loved this one episode where Andy and Shaun were in a competition, like, they were doing chin-ups(sp?). So Andy lost, and he was like ''thats only 'cos I have a huge penis holding me down'' LOL'ed at that one. Still makes me laugh when I remember. He's just so amazing ^,^ Oh, and... I want to apologize about my last post... they were drunk, they didn't know what were they doing. But they've lost the respect I felt for them. Ktnxbaii.

Today I realised that two of my CLOSEST friends are motherfucking sluts. I'm really disappointed. I don't give a fuck about who reads this. They. Are. Sluts. And I think they're gun' grow up like that. Sorry, but you MUST realise that things you've done were fucking wrong. No, not wrong. Fucking DUMB. I hope you guys read this, I hope you know that I few words buzzing in my brains '' YOU MOTHERFUCKING CUNT BITCHES.'' I'm so mad, sad, disappointed. Ktnxbaii.

Short Stack - JDHDIQVETWIJBDF I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. Actually, I love Andy Clemmensen. I won't really tell anyone in SD(Except those people who are following this blog. Good thing that Kris and Banana aren't.), cos some certain people would probably kill me. Anyways, owmigawd, Short Stack is so fecking awesome (Andy Clemmensen ^,^)

A lot of things have happened. First, I got my own computer. I was like "dfsbklbgyholb DAD THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUILOVEYOUSOMUCH''. Second, this is one of those amazing days, when I feel&look amazing. Today is such an amazing day ^,^ Third, yesterday was classmates birthday. He's bday party is probably the biggest even of the year in our class. I had a chance to go, my parents were ok with it, but I chose to stay home. Why, you will ask me. I'm sure that everything's fine, no one's hurt or anything, but honestly I have no intentions to get drunk and then puke all over the floor, which could've happened this year. I'm not a party animal, actually I hate those people who think that the only way how to have some fun, is to go to a party. In my opinion they are fake, dumb, retarted people, who are afraid of themselves. Just my opionion. Anyways, I hope that my classmates are fine, and the party was great.

I hate wednesdays.

Especially this wednesday. ''Exams'' on art school. Bleh.
Ok, so weŗe at school and he`s listening to Rebbeca Black. Yup, thats how awesome our class is ^.^

Mum and dad got mad at me, cos for the past four days (not including the weekend) I've been waking up at 6am. I slept 6 hours, 5 hours last night, which I think is enough for me. It's just that by waking up earlier, I avoid stress that way. But I guess that not everybody understands that.

Tomorrow's school... gosh, here we go again. 2 SPDs, that seriously sucks. I'm sitting in the garden now. In swings. Thats where I usually come, when I want to be alone. Today the thing that bugs me is music. I'm listening to this latvian radiostation EHR. It's a radiostation about new pop, RnB and crapdance music. Anyways, the lyrics to almost all of these songs are just... stupid. Ok, so most of the songs are about partys, drugs, sex, money and love. I won't say anything about lovesongs, because some of those songs are really beautiful. But everything else... people's minds are just fucked up, seriously. It's almost like, some artists thought ''Oh, it's ok to put just plain beat and few words about sex in this song, everyone will be high anyways, so that doesn't really matter.'' And the truth is that - no one really cares. Except me, I guess. Thats why I stopped listening to ''modern'' music. 30STM, Paramore, MCR... yea, those are my bands now.

I'm at school. I hate my life. I don't know whats wrong, but I just feel mad at everyone and sad at the same time. It's just too much. The stress. Gosh, I really don't like my P.E teacher. Soo today I found out that everything is easier if you write it on a paper. Like, I wrote my thoughts. About the boy I like, about the people who hurt me, my friends and my ''friends''... everything. And the tears just went away. I felt much better.

I just hate my life. No, I hate my brothers. I NEVER get to talk to mum. Never. The only convos we have now are fights. So now when she has some time to talk to me, my brothers keep bugging her. ''Mum, mum, I need your help, mum, I can't sleep! Mum, I have no clean clothes for tomorrow'' and there she goes. It actually hurts. But I know life's hard for her, so I try to hide everything. And still, here I am, crying in my room. And I have that horrible headache. I can not describe the way I feel right now. Shit. Crap. Pathetic. Depressed. Grr, and I'm also fucking MAD, because I'm sure that my english is horrible, grammar and spelling - wrong and I make no fucking sense. Oh, you know what this one girl in SD called me? She said that she read a few posts from my blog. Her opinion on me (copy&paste from the message, she said exactly this) : "Dude, You Have No Life. If You Hate Everybody So Much, Then Just Kill Yourself Already.Y Bother Us Wiw Yo Shit? I Just Think That You're A Poor AtentionSeeker, Honestly. "

I don't fucking care anymore if you like my rants or not. I'd cry again, if my head didn't hurt so much. It's about art school. Sometimes I feel like I just wanna leave all that shit, and live my life without worries. But I just can't leave my friends. Laura, Klinta, Telma&co. Besides my mum won't let me. Trust me, sooner or later, I'll start cutting 'cause of the stress. I saw Christopher and Ellen on the street today. I was surprised that seeing them kissing and cuddling will hurt me that much. I just wanted to walk up to her and slap that back-stabbing slut. Oh, so she thinks that she's so popular? I quote Charli: "She's not popular. Her vagina is." (Yeah we're friends now. Did you know that she's living in Lithuania with her dad? You would think that after a month of being best friends, I woul know that. I actually thought that both her parents are... err, yeah, not among us anymore. I'm shocked. I honestly could not speak for a half hour.) Ok, rant over. Short one, I know, but I really wanna go to sleep.

I was so dumb when I thought that I'm over Cameron Bright. I mean, come on, he's incredibly hot :angel: :starstruck: Ya' see, Charli? I don't care about your Jared! Tinychat ASAP, bitch xD

I feel like ranting. But I know that my rants are boring, long and usually make no sence. So I'll try to be nice and funny, even though I'm crying so much that I can barely see the text on the screen. I had a long fight with a very close friend, she's practically my sister. And the reason why we're fighting is really stupid. In my opinion. In her opinion I stole the only person who she loves. I didn't. Well, anyways when I was thinking about fights with friends, I remembered last summer. Officially the worst three months of my life. Made me think about cutting, ending my life&all that shizz. All because of ''friends''. Fine, I'm stopping now, I've been crying over that for the past hour. And tweeting every minute of it. Mum called me a ''drama queen''. I barely kept my mouth shut, I really wanted to tell her to just fuck off and go back to sleep. 'Snot like she cares anyways. Then my brother kindly explained to me that I have mood swings and that it's normal for my age to have hysteria. Little brat.

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Mothers day

Yeah, I'm at school. And my mum won't be going to this mothers day thing ( which is exactly why I'm not going, thank you mummieh) and I'm actually happy about it. In my opinion our class is a bit too old for all that ( it doesn't seem like it, but... were too old for that anyways)
Soo yesterday I was on a tinychat with Charli, and told her my classmates opinion on her... she started crieing. Then she got mad. Then she cried again. Yeah, Charli is sensitive. =''[ But other than that our tinychat was epicly awesome.
I'm so excited about the THG movie... But I just can't stop laughing everytime I see the girl whos gonna play Prim... her eyebrows. I'm sorry, but I just can't help it!

Beyonce is back! Whatdaya think about her new song?

Charli finally dyed her hair brown again. I am so happy about it, I was getting sick of the pink hair. Yea, I'm not joking, she had pink hair. PINK. Other than that, I just woke up. Yesterday was really exciting. I went to my grandma's and fell asleep at 12:00pm. I woke up at 5:52. Yesh, very exciting. I basically slept all day. Other than sleeping I spent my time in Stardoll, Twitter and Facebook. Ok, when I say that I ''spent time on Facebook'' it actually means that I opened a new tab, went to FB, and logged on. I log onto Facebook, like, once a month? Just like Charli, I get bored easily from that site. Ok, fine, Charli doesn't visit it often just cos she says that it's hard for her to understand. Ok, I gotta go to breakfast... c'ya.

Royal wedding...

which was like days ago, but I didn't have anough time to write about it. Well, yeah, I'll start with Kate's dress. In my opinion it was cute, but I wasn't amazed, tbh.
Then I'll say that the whole thing was waaaaaaaay too exaggerated. But thats just my opinion.
I loved the Queen's clothes ( bright yellow. xD )
I loved how Charli couldn't talk to me for a week, because she was making schemes how to ruin the royal wedding ( Shes kinda chrushing on Prince William, so... awkward for me ).
So the whole thing was pretty awesome.

Lalalala casting news

Yay yay yay yay
Click here to check out the actors who shall play the tributes in the movie!

And here to see the actors who are gonna be Prim, Effie Trinket and Mrs, Everdeen

Whatdaya think about the whole thing? I don't like the actors who are going to play Glimmer and Marvel, and I think that Foxface should be more redheaded and that the girl whos gonna play Prim is just plain ugly, but other than that, everything's fine.